Wednesday, May 03, 2006

sheer terror

Just closed my eyes and hit "send" on my exit-strategy message to birdlady. Why does she terrify me so??? It's a real bummer. Instead of feeling relief now, I feel sheer terror that she will somehow turn up to traumatize me further. She will, no doubt, turn up in my email in the next day or so, asking me what the hell is up. Or some variation on that. But I must be strong. What's done is done. I don't have to see her and that's all that matters. Before long it will all be over. Yay!

2 Comments:

Anonymous michele said...

I'm happy for you that you're rid of her, but I'll selfinshly miss your writing about her...

4:32 AM  
Blogger reasonably prudent poet said...

thanks... i think...

7:18 AM  

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